Child Sex Trafficking & Pedophilia

I have a page on this blog about how I became an abolitionist but that writing does not include the discoveries made in 2018 about horrors worse than “regular” sex trafficking. The information I’ve uncovered has left me reeling from shock, screaming in anger, crying out to God and crying buckets of tears.

Note: blog posts on this subject will be linked to in this area one day…when this sporadic writer gets around to it!


I spread the word about human trafficking from 2003 until 2013 and that included all forms that were common knowledge during that time – child sex trafficking & child brides, adult sex & labor trafficking, and child soldiers. By 2012, I had grown quite frustrated by the people who didn’t want to hear about it, the lack of programs that actually rescued children & put them in safe places to heal, and the seeming inability of the nation’s policing agencies to make any real progress against human trafficking.

What was really my final straw was the strange lack of caring about the issue in the church. However, once I learned about  the widespread porn use by pastors and congregants alike, I understood why many didn’t want to talk about sex trafficking (too many women in porn are trafficking victims, ALL children in porn are helpless victims, and both sexes are abused.) Due to a series of events in 2012, I had given up the battle by 2013, unable to continue for a variety of reasons with discouragement, heartache, and anger at the top of the list.


In September of 2017 I felt the Lord calling me back to the fight. Another atrocity has become widespread in the now estimated 40 million humans in some form of forced bondage…organ removal and trafficking. That practice may be within the 40M estimate since it is a final “sale” for slaves who are no longer viable commodities for traffickers.

The first phone call I made when I came back was to Children of the Night. I wanted to know if there were now thousands of shelters nationwide because that had been the dream of Lois Lee when I stepped away from the battle. There are not…and they’ve actually closed their own shelter.

Disheartened but still hopeful, I searched for ministries and agencies I’d referred people to years ago. That was when the discovery of the deeper horrors began to break my heart. Many were out of business, some to mismanagement of funds, some due to fraud and I’m sure, some wore out like I did. But the soul shredding truth I uncovered is that many are still in business but have been accused of being FRONTS FOR TRAFFICKERS including churches and church related ministries!

Yes, you read that right.

For example, the Catholic church in Chile was reputed to be running an online pedophile trafficking ring. From the May, 2018 Vatican Insider article“…a parish priest was forced to confess that he had sent pictures of himself naked to some young boys. Chilean TV Canal 13, during a documented investigation, has suggested the existence of an organized group of diocesan priests, a network that calls itself “la famiglia“ (the family) with the “nonno” (grandfather)” at its top, followed by the “zie” (aunts) and “nipoti” (nephews), whose members would allegedly be involved in sexual trafficking through the web that also involves underage children.”


Worse than that, some in the church upper echelons have actually blamed the victims and said they seduced the priests! The Catholic church has never dealt with the widespread pedophilia problem that first hit the headlines nearly three decades ago. But back then, the priests didn’t go to jail, they went to new parishes and molested fresh victims. I was sickened to learn that they’re still not going to jail. This particular Catholic pedophile ring was the start of the awakening for me; unfortunately, it got worse from there…the additional abuse heaped on the victims by the Pope, and the eventual cover-up and no significant punishment enraged me. Right now, I honestly can’t understand why anyone stays in a denomination where their own children are at such high risk.

People who are allegedly involved in child pornography & worldwide pedophile rings include: leaders, staff, and volunteers in churches, NGO’s and aid workers; CEO’s and leaders in business and the entertainment industry; popular Hollywood performers, musicians; and members of policing agencies and the government IN AMERICA (and in other countries.)


Turns out that I was right in one important aspect my frustration years ago…the lack of the nation’s law enforcement agencies to do more than rescue a handful of victims every year. If they’re involved, catching the traffickers isn’t on their list…covering it up is. They are partakers and procurers. Worse, some are said to be pedovores engaged in Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) and cannibalism.

Yes, you read that right too.

People are said to partake in satanic rituals, consume blood products and cannibalize human beings. We were all told in the 80’s by the CIA & FBI that SRA & “satanic panic” was a myth and had been debunked. We’re still being told that today. It wasn’t. Some lied and some were told to back off and stop investigating. What better way to debunk and cover up crimes than by individuals within policing agencies that are profiting from the sale of human beings? Or worse, involved in actual SRA themselves?

There are many people who have come forward in the last few years and claim to be victims of SRA but again, no proof is available. All of the ones I’ve found are fairly open about being emotionally damaged as a result of the abuse they insist they’ve suffered. Some have named big names in business, entertainment and politics yet no one has ever sued them for libel or slander (something I personally find odd.)

Occult symbolism and practices are gaining wider acceptance…as is the normalization of pedophilia. Some really fabulous seeming people in this world openly worship satan and seem proud of their perversions including making jokes about the subject of pedophilia on social media platforms.


The sexualization of children, occult symbolism connected to kids (such as Celine Dion’s Nununu kid’s clothing brand pictured above), and calls for the normalization of pedophilia is on the rise,

Most Americans either don’t want to know or feel helpless to stop it. How do you stop it when people hidden in local and federal policing agencies are reputed to be behind it…who do you call? How do you fight in court when judges are purported to be pedophiles and satanists themselves? How do you stop it when the most powerful people in the world are said to be involved?


How do you fight the incessant drum beat of normalization (and even glorification) of perversity in the media and educational system? Especially after you learn large, well-funded groups control who gets on school boards and that 90% of the media in America is owned by only six corporations?

How do you spread the information when trying to get truth out there gets you thrown off of social media…or even killed?

You trust God with 100% of everything you are, have and believe. You tell the truth and hope they don’t kill you or your family. Many, many good people have died trying to uncover these truths. I just have to trust in God’s protection and pray that I don’t end up one of them. The people who have been murdered are often made to look like they’ve had strokes, heart attacks, accidents or committed suicide so that’s a small comfort. I follow journalists who report these truths; they’re all said they’ve had their lives ripped to shreds, their reputations destroyed and live in daily fear.

My son and I agreed again on December 1, 2018 that no matter what happens in our lives, if we face a horrible death the last words on our lips will be “Jesus is my Lord & Savior and I will never renounce Him.” We can only pray God will give us the strength. We humbly thank you for any prayers you might feel led to offer up for us. God knows who we are, where we are and what we face.

He also knows how hard this all is for people to accept. My mind is blown and I cry a lot these days. But I trust that the Lord wants the truth out there, wants children protected, rescued and restored! Below is a list ministries I personally know and trust if you want to donate to those fighting on the front lines. Right now, the list is tiny; I pray with all my heart it does not stay that way.

Go Zoe, International – They are the ones who opened my eyes to the truth of human trafficking in 2003 and started me on this journey. They’re purchased a 50 acre site in Los Angeles & need help with finances to get the home built. If you want to help, DONATE HERE directly to the LA project or visit their full website.

Ministries/Agencies I Personally No Longer Support:

These are agencies and ministries I no longer support for reasons I choose not to elaborate upon: Love146, The Polaris Project, Not4Sale, SOS Children’s Villages, Save The Children, OxFam, Unicef, The Red Cross, GEMS, Free the Slaves, and The Salvation Army. You can do your own research if you’d like to learn more about them. Some have great intentions but there is info available that may open your eyes. The choice to know is always ours…none of us is required to believe any information unless we choose to learn which information is true and which is false…and which NGO’s are in it for the money (including money laundering) as well as being actual fronts for human traffickers. Yes, you read that right. I’m NOT, however, saying any of the organizations listed above engage in these abhorrent practices.